SkyDxddy – Why Do I Stay? Lyrics

i told myself not to call you
Evidently i fucked (messed) up
but all of my memories of you
seem to be in this solo cup

and i know told myself
id never fucking (ever) fall for you again
but i said that shit (all) before
now here i am on the floor
i’m just a masochist I guess

i must get off on all pain
Cause i’m hard on myself for my mistakes
and i tell you i’m leaving but I stay
and i begin to the clean mess you made
blame it on my masochism babe

i must get off on all pain
Cause i’m hard on myself for my mistakes
and i tell you i’m leaving but I stay
and i believe everything that you say
blame it on my masochism babe

I told myself not to worry
everything works out in the end
this what’s best now for me
being with someone thats a friend

but i should have told myself
if it happened once it’s gonna happen again
but i said that shit (all) before now here i am on the floor
i’m just a masochist I guess

i must get off on all pain
Cause i’m hard on myself for my mistakes
and i tell you i’m leaving but I stay
and i begin to the clean mess you made
blame it on my masochism babe

i must get off on all pain
Cause i’m hard on myself for my mistakes
and i tell you i’m leaving but I stay
and i believe all the shit (everything) that you say
blame it on my masochism babe

You dont fucking deserve me
I do everything for you and its never good enough
Im so tired of loving you so much that it makes me sick
If you really loved me like you said you did
You would show it, but you dont
So im done

i must get off on all pain
Cause i’m hard on myself for my mistakes
and i tell you i’m leaving but I stay
and i begin to the clean mess you made
blame it on my masochism babe

i must get off on all pain
Cause i’m hard on myself for my mistakes
and i tell you i’m leaving but I stay
and i believe all the shit (everything) that you say
blame it on my masochism babe