Noza Jordan – Apologize LYRICS

Looking for a piece of mind, piece of mind
Told them I apologize, apologize

If I fuck up one more time, it could be over with for me
If I lose trust one more time, ain’t gon’ have no one in my team
Can’t take drugs, not one more time, I’m on my roll into the deep
Told them I apologize for all the trouble that I bring

I don’t want you to think I run from the truth
You lost, confused, some bridges burning these fumes
Been stuck in yesterday, can’t seem to change my ways
Feels like I’m David Blaine
Still tryna breed in my cage
Need oxygen, I’m wanderin’ too far away
From positive influences, I’m losing [?]
Need you to save me, from falling off the edge
I’m truly sorry for the stress, it won’t happen again

If I fuck up one more time, it could be over with for me
If I lose trust one more time, ain’t gon’ have no one in my team
Can’t take drugs, not one more time, I’m on my roll into the deep
Told them I apologize for all the trouble that I bring

Trials and tribulations I’m facing for you this wild
How I survived to be challenged, since a child
[?] paranoid, always living in fear
This PTSD [?] spear
I had [?] how to move on from the past
Mine broke into pieces and shatters like glasses
God that I can count on you having my back
Without you I know I’d lose myself on a different path

I was so [?] cryin’ out for a hero
Didn’t know I could get so lonely
Searching for freedom in a world full of evil
Can be the one to end my story
I need some guidance, the stars are lining
The clock is winding down
Can’t lose my focus, all that I know is

If I fuck up one more time, it could be over with for me
If I lose trust one more time, ain’t gon’ have no one in my team
Can’t take drugs, not one more time, I’m on my roll into the deep
Told them I apologize for all the trouble that I bring