Matilda Mann – If Only Lyrics

I shouldn’t look for someone like you
Who daydreams too much
about wasting their youth
And I shouldn’t care
And I shouldn’t care
But I do

And I shouldn’t stay up until 2am
Hopelessly wondering what I can mend
And I shouldn’t care
And I shouldn’t stare
But I do

If only I was somebody you wanted
Just for today
but you wanted
Someone you know that would leave
I know that never be me

Strange you don’t know
Just how I think
Cause I read your mind
Like it’s written with ink
Scribbles of mess
But lines that still play with my heart

If only I was somebody you wanted
Just for today
but you wanted
Someone you know that would leave
I know that’s not what you need

I wrote your name
17 times
Just to figure out when
Just to figure out why
And it’s it’s starting again
And it’s strange I don’t know
Why you would stay
If you knew you would go

And you called out to me
Desperately weak
With something to say
If you only could speak
And I tried to pretend
but I just can’t deny
That I’d lie just for you
if you asked me to lie