How did I become the toxic one
I keep on trying to unlearn
The person I’ve become
Why did I ignore all of the signs
You went from someone I admired
To someone I despise
Thought leaving you’d be easy
But what’s good is never easy
And now I’m stuck in therapy
So I changed everything that you hated
Hurt me then convinced me I was wrong
Only kissed me when I had my makeup on
And I caved
Instead of running I waited
For you to care enough to fix yourself
Ain’t it ironic now it’s me that needs the help
So even if when I’m fine
I can’t tell
If I’m happy or I’m sad
Cause no one ever talks about the
Aftermath
Guess it’s normal when you’re sad to speak your mind
They won’t tell you that you’re crazy
They might even say they’re sorry
I’m supposed to stay connected to my friends
I can have a fight
Doesn’t have to be the end
I knew you were the problem
Now I’m the one with problems So I’m still stuck in therapy
So I changed everything that you hated
Hurt me then convinced me I was wrong
Only kissed me when I had my makeup on
And I caved
Instead of running I waited
For you to care enough to fix yourself
Ain’t it ironic now it’s me that needs the help
So even if when I’m fine
I can’t tell
If I’m happy or I’m sad
Cause no one ever talks
Yeah even when I’m fine
I can’t tell
If I’m happy or I’m sad
Cause no one ever talks about the Aftermath
