girl in red – Ugly Side Lyrics

I’m not my best today
And I’d be lying if said
It’s probably a phase
I was born with a case
Of imperfections
And a whole lot of mental disarray

I need to know why
I’m Jekyll and Hyde
I wanna know
What is up with me?!
I need to know why
I have these ugly sides

I get despicable for sure
I’d rather not have it show
Does that make me unlovable?

I feel it creeping up on me when I’m not watching
Uninvited always there in my subconscious
There are parts of me I ghost
I suppress them for the most
If I could make them all go quiet that’d be
SOMETHING!

Keep calm and carry on
Wise words to live by
But I’m likely doing it all wrong
I can shine like the sun
But if I don’t get it my way
Next thing you know
The storm is on!

I need to know why
I’m boiling inside
I am the worst of me sometimes
I need to know
I have these ugly sides

I get despicable for sure
I’d rather not have it show
I can be cute lovable!

I feel it creeping up on me when I’m not watching
Uninvited always there in my subconscious
There are parts of me I ghost
I suppress them for the most
If I could make them all go quiet that’d be
SOMETHING!