I Didn’t wanna have to break it off
But you got my back up against the wall
I could take it back
But it’s all my fault
And all I know is imma make it worse
I’m Burning down but I burn it all
I never wanna have to take a loss
Only wanted you to take my soul
But you left it with me in the name of love
Run away from home again
I’m carving these notes into bloody arms
Alone with my soul impaled
Run away from your loving arms
Why am I so afraid
I don’t care I’m not coming home
Why am I crying if
This is what I wanted all along
but they don’t wanna, they don’t wanna
They take advantage of the lonely ones
Washing my hands in this bloody water
I miss the way that I thought it was
You, me, against the world
And now the whole world
Is just against
Me
Yeah
(can’t take it nah can’t take it all)
You don’t wanna have to lose it all
But I would rather lose it anyway
I swear I knew I’d lose it anyway
I use your picture as a bandaid
To cover every single hurting place
And I don’t think that I can take it all
I really wish that I could take it all
It’s so cold
Run away from home again
I’m carving these notes into bloody arms
Alone with my soul impaled
Run away from your loving arms
Why am I so afraid
I don’t care I’m not coming home
Why am I crying, yeah
This is what I wanted all along
I don’t even know where I’m going but I’m going there fast
My actions only matter in the present I don’t care about the past you know
And I don’t got the answers to your questions so can you please stop asking me
Stop asking me
Why am I so afraid of you
Your stare makes me so uncomfortable
Cause I see myself in your eyes
Your eyes
Run away from home again
I’ve tried
So many lives that I’ve died in
Why am I so indecisive
